A Hand to Light

As I bow my head in despise, a hand comes and tap me and sits beside me and ask me why am I in despise .As I raise my head and look at her she gives me a silent smile and ask once again why are u in despise as I keep silent and ignore her, she continuously disturbs me and being fed up I reply I don’t know why am I in despise but sitting here I find myself in my comfort zone she said I know what’s going around your mind.

You don’t know where your thoughts flew away

You don’t know how you can be this silent

You don’t know how you forgot to smile

You don’t know where you happiness flew away

You don’t know how confused you

You don’t know how life is moving ahead

Lost in midst of all confusion and frustrated you took the path in which you are growing everyday without any idea of what is waiting for you ahead

With lots of dreams and aspiration to fulfill you are getting more confused at the same desperate to reach the dreams

Every day you wake up you realize it’s a new day for new experience but as you step out of your bed and witness the darkness around you feels its again the same routine without any new experience your instinct tells you, you are different you are great but you are getting down into zero confidence level with every passing days

In search of yourself now you r in  a roller costar ride a ride which  gave you a chance to enhance your path and thoughts in a better way for your dreams and aspiration to be a reality in next few years

 Looking forward with lots of aspiration and dreams

So just get up and do what your desire says to do and move ahead. She smiles again and lifts me up saying you are not meant to be here you have to conquer your comfort zones. Make it like no place on this land is your discomfort zone. She lifts me up and took me out from dark to the light. My eyes were struggling to open when it came to light as all these time my eyes found its comfort with darkness. Her strong firm hand helped me to step forward and slowly I started to face the light but still holding on to her tight. I can feel within myself a sense of confidence rising up same as like that an empty glass getting filled up with water .I said to her “Yap, this light is conquerable”. Though my foot stampled as I took each step ahead with those high heels on the ramp I walked strong holding her hands but as the lights got sharper I could feel my hands being reveled and left alone again. But this time I didn’t stample, in fact walked ahead with confidence. After a while I saw her in midst of the audience giving me an encouraging smile.

As I drive now, these trees that passes and breeze from my window panes reminds me of those days how I conquered my darkness, how I stepped up into this adventures world, standing firm-out from all the odds which once nailed down my desires aspiration and confidence, until when she came and raised me up and broke my walls where I was captured in with words of encouragement, support and brought me to this phase, where like these roads I have more to find, conquer and enjoy in this Life with positive determination before I reach my destination.

Oh ya! I just realized I have spoken a lot about her but forgot to introduce her. She is non-other-than The Inner Me. Each time I look at her she stands beside me to hold me strong whenever I feel low while travelling these paths of life .She stands with me with a strong support and motivates me to believe “YES I CAN”