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Sunday, January 26, 2025

The Shattered Façade



Emotions are now out in the open. A strong face is no longer easy to put on, and vulnerability is showing. It's hard to hide feelings, and tears come easily. Small things that didn't used to matter now cause big problems. Even with good things around, one bad comment or experience can be too much to handle. Thoughts are filled with worry, doubt, and fear of being judged. A strong exterior is gone, and a fragile heart is exposed. There's a desire to be strong and confident again. But for now, it's hard to deal with emotions and find a way forward.

It's a tough journey, but it's necessary to face emotions and expectations. The goal is to heal and find oneself again. It's not easy to regain control, but it's possible. With time and effort, it's possible to rebuild strength and confidence. The struggle is real, but it's a step towards a better life. Emotions will still be there, but they can be managed. It's time to take control and move forward, one step at a time.


Thursday, August 1, 2024

A Lesson in Self-Prioritization


 Sometimes, I feel overwhelmed with regret, wishing I could undo certain decisions I've made in life. It's a painful realization when you understand that your own desires were more suitable than the expectations of others, including loved ones. When decisions turn out to be both happy and sad, we often see that the alternative path would have been better. At least then, we wouldn't have the weight of responsibility. Now, I'm burdened with the duty to care for others, yet I'm helpless to do so because of the choices I made, prioritizing others' opinions over my own. I've come to realize that I should have put myself first, regardless of how others might judge me. It's not necessary to sacrifice our own will just to gain approval from loved ones. In hindsight, I understand that considering my own needs and desires wouldn't have been selfish, but essential. If only I could go back in time, I would choose differently, but for now, I'm left to navigate the consequences of my decisions, hoping to find a way to reclaim my own happiness and autonomy.

Friday, July 12, 2024

The Lost Art of Listening

 
                                       
In today's world, where social media dominates our lives, we often find ourselves surrounded by people yet struggling to find a genuine listener. Even when someone is physically present in front of us, their attention span is often damaged, and they may not fully engage with our words. It's as if we're left with a choice - either pour out our emotions to an uninterested listener or keep quiet. Many times, we refine our thoughts and feelings, hoping to present them in a way that has meaning with the listener, but even that can fall flat. It's a harsh reality that our voices may not hold significance in the midst of the listener's chaotic thoughts. In such moments, it's essential to recognize that silence can be a liberating force. Instead of seeking validation from others, we can learn to be present for ourselves, calm our minds, and find solace in the stillness. Sometimes, the best course of action is to take a deep breath, acknowledge our emotions, and surrender to the silence. By doing so, we can recharge and prepare ourselves for a more authentic connection when the time is right. In the end, it's not about finding someone to listen but about learning to listen to ourselves and embracing the beauty of silence.

Wednesday, February 14, 2024

To My Valentine



In this moment, I stand here with an abundance of love, though unfamiliar with the depths of its feeling. Together, we stand strong, our hands intertwined, gazing at the vast sky above, contemplating the long journey that lies ahead. We may not know the exact path we'll take, but we are prepared to face all the challenges and triumphs that come our way.


Our unwavering support for one another extends beyond mere words. Emotionally and mentally, we stand side by side, weathering storms and celebrating joys. Sometimes, we navigate through arguments, finding resolution and understanding. Other times, we become keen listeners, offering solace and empathy. We express our love through heartfelt words, or we find solace in silence, sharing tears on each other's shoulders.

In moments of happiness, we burst with uncontainable joy, embracing each other with comforting hugs and tender kisses. We find solace in silent drives, or simply sit idle, swiping through the reels of Instagram, Facebook, or YouTube, momentarily escaping the present with a wandering mind.

No day holds as much significance as the day we first met, and no hour is as precious as the time when you were mine. With the addition of a tiny hand, our love grows stronger. Now, as we joined together, forming a united front, lets embrace the beauty of life as we live it to the fullest.

 

Friday, November 3, 2023

"Love's Eternal Promise"

 

For you, my life, an open book, it's true,

Today and all tomorrows, just for you,

Your smile ignites a light within my soul,

In this wide world, you are my only goal.

No treasure, no, can hold a higher view,

Than love with you, forever tried and true,

They say love's beautiful, and now I see,

With you, it's wonderful, and always will be.

In every breath, I find your whispered name,

A promise made, in love we are the same,

Through struggle and through pain, I'll stand by you,

Your joy and happiness, my guiding cue.

Beside you, warmth, a fire burning bright,

Though days apart, I'll wait through every night,

These passing moments, soon they'll be as they should,

Wrapped in your arms, we'll find our peace.


Wednesday, October 4, 2023

In Your Arms

In your embrace, that warm comfort I find,

A haven of solace, a love intertwined.

It feels like I'm cherished, in your arms so tight,

A sanctuary where worries take flight.


I feel so protected, like I'm being saved,

In your love's shelter, my fears are waived.

It's a feeling so pure, like a gift from above,

Being wrapped in your love, it's the purest of love.


The best feeling ever, it's hard to describe,

In your tender care, I'm truly alive.

Worries and troubles, they all fly away,

When you hold me close, in your arms, I'll stay.


Your smile, it endures me, brings joy to my heart,

With you by my side, we'll never be apart.

You're my strong hold, forever and a day,

In your loving embrace, I'll always find my way.


So let's cherish this moment, this love we share,

In each other's arms, we have nothing to fear.

For you are my solace, my true love,

With you by my side, our love never ends.

A Tale of Guidance and Aspiration


This story begins in a remote place, far removed from the hustle and bustle of city life. Here, solitude was the norm, and the absence of people was a constant companion. It was in this solitude that she embarked on a journey in search of her lofty dreams and aspirations.

Her dreams were like stars in the night sky, distant yet enchanting. She longed to reach for them, to grasp them with all her might. But amidst the vast expanse of her aspirations, she felt lost and uncertain. She needed a guide, someone who could illuminate her path and lead her towards those shimmering stars.

And then, he appeared. He was the unexpected presence in the crowd that had suddenly engulfed her. A stranger, yet a beacon of hope. He offered to be her guide, to help her navigate the complexities of her dreams.

She accepted his offer eagerly, for her expectations were as high as the mountains. She believed that with him by her side, she could conquer any obstacle, surmount any challenge, and ascend to the pinnacle of success. He became her mentor, her confidant, and her source of inspiration.

As they embarked on this journey together, she realized that it was not just about reaching the heights of her dreams but also about learning to embrace the falls. Her guide taught her that failures were not stumbling blocks but stepping stones to success. He encouraged her to persist, to rise after every fall, and to keep moving forward with unwavering determination.

Through the highs and lows, the triumphs and setbacks, she discovered the true meaning of her quest. It was not just about achieving her dreams but also about the journey itself, about the lessons learned, and about the person she was becoming along the way.

In the end, it was not just about the destination but the transformation that had taken place within her. She had found her guide, and together they had turned her dreams into reality. This story was not just about reaching for the stars but also about the beauty of the journey in between.




The Shattered Façade

Emotions are now out in the open. A strong face is no longer easy to put on, and vulnerability is showing. It's hard to hide feelings, a...